и душа моя желает лучше прекращения дыхания, лучше смерти, нежели сбережения костей моих.
so that I prefer strangling and death, rather than this body of mine.
so that I would choose strangling and death rather than my bones.
So that my soul would choose suffocation, Death rather than my pains.
I would rather be strangled — rather die than suffer like this.
So that my soul chooseth strangling, and death rather than my life.
So that my soul chooses strangling And death rather than [b]my body.
So that my soul chooseth strangling, death, rather than my bones.